Ready,Steady,Stop!

As i feel the warmth of my tongue touchin my upper lip, i realised the heat was killing me softly.I got up and stood beside my bed.The television was switched on.A stupid girl crying over her lost love.Realising that crying over spilt milk was not my cup of tea or milk rather i switched on the air conditioner and stretched my back on the bed.The clock read half past three.It was strange. Never realised that i was awake for over 20 hours.My body refused to lay down to rest.My mind refused to give up.It was strange though I never knew the exact reason why i laid awake!... No tension,no fear,no depressions...yet awake!Just couldnt forget the dreadful night when i made a decision. A yes or a no. I chose a no.Maybe it was the right decision.I m quite sure it was!!Yet another blog entry which makes no sense,no meaning.Guess it was another part of what you would call a "meaningless life".Friends aren't always enough...you always need tht one special person,guy or girl, with whom you can share all your sadness and hapiness.Difficult to find sumone like that,specially after you've lost sumone better.Medled thoughts and winds of change... really eat you...change is constant yet "i'll be there for you".