You cant lose,wat u cant win

And then she ran when she heard that the one she loves so much was there waitin for her at her doorstep.She ran through her husband's bungalow to see her outcast,drunken lover who suffered from cancer and was dying fast.The whole house was against the event but there had to be a traic ending.She ran throgh the long balconies and the staircase pushing everything in her way.She had made it to the long isle which lead straight to him,she had to cross the door though.Her lover was dying and she wanted a last hug or maybe a last kiss from him and maybe wud try to save him.But we will never know.Orders where given to the gaurd to close the doors.A tragic end to a 300m sprint...she cudnt even feel him in her arms.the door closed infront of her as her loved one saw his lover's doors close as he was knocking on heaven's doors.He died and his loved one sat crying behjind the doors...that was an ending to the story 'Devdas' by Sarat Chandra Chattopadhya,rather by Sanjay Leela Bhansali as known by our NXT GEN children.Well wat exactly happened after that i knw nt and i even fear to knw tht.Wat would a woman do if da one who she loves sumone from her childhood wud die infront of her eyes??She was not even able to tak to tht persun as she was prevented.Wat wud u hav dun?? I dont think she cud have lived longer than those few days.She loved him a lot.This loss was no ordinary loss,the loss of a lifetime...the loss of one of her own,sumone closer to her than maybe her shadow.It would never be easy.If i were there i wudnt knw whom to kill,myself or the guy whu commanded the doors to b closed.Gawsh...its juz so sad!!my imagination is juz as high as the peak of the highest mountain ever.It would juz be soo sad!! and so i would juz like to end it here to keep ur imagination at its best... :(

My Guitar Lies Bleeding In My Arms

The title says it all...and its true.Its been a long time since i have piked up sumthing on my guitar and i play the same old tunes on it.Its bent now due to the moisture the wood absoorbed.Sumthing tragic.Ones fingers are goin to hav a hard time holding chords....but i dunt stop.NEVER DID@! Guitars have been my passion for a long time!! I have learnt my lessons of guitaring from the computer.It hasnt been easy.Still not easy either!!Me wid a guitar,yet bored!!! IMPOSSIBLE!!! Well even impossible spelss i m possible whch it has today!!now!!So basically i think its my fingers that are bleeding which makes my guitar bleed!!