You cant lose,wat u cant win

And then she ran when she heard that the one she loves so much was there waitin for her at her doorstep.She ran through her husband's bungalow to see her outcast,drunken lover who suffered from cancer and was dying fast.The whole house was against the event but there had to be a traic ending.She ran throgh the long balconies and the staircase pushing everything in her way.She had made it to the long isle which lead straight to him,she had to cross the door though.Her lover was dying and she wanted a last hug or maybe a last kiss from him and maybe wud try to save him.But we will never know.Orders where given to the gaurd to close the doors.A tragic end to a 300m sprint...she cudnt even feel him in her arms.the door closed infront of her as her loved one saw his lover's doors close as he was knocking on heaven's doors.He died and his loved one sat crying behjind the doors...that was an ending to the story 'Devdas' by Sarat Chandra Chattopadhya,rather by Sanjay Leela Bhansali as known by our NXT GEN children.Well wat exactly happened after that i knw nt and i even fear to knw tht.Wat would a woman do if da one who she loves sumone from her childhood wud die infront of her eyes??She was not even able to tak to tht persun as she was prevented.Wat wud u hav dun?? I dont think she cud have lived longer than those few days.She loved him a lot.This loss was no ordinary loss,the loss of a lifetime...the loss of one of her own,sumone closer to her than maybe her shadow.It would never be easy.If i were there i wudnt knw whom to kill,myself or the guy whu commanded the doors to b closed.Gawsh...its juz so sad!!my imagination is juz as high as the peak of the highest mountain ever.It would juz be soo sad!! and so i would juz like to end it here to keep ur imagination at its best... :(

My Guitar Lies Bleeding In My Arms

The title says it all...and its true.Its been a long time since i have piked up sumthing on my guitar and i play the same old tunes on it.Its bent now due to the moisture the wood absoorbed.Sumthing tragic.Ones fingers are goin to hav a hard time holding chords....but i dunt stop.NEVER DID@! Guitars have been my passion for a long time!! I have learnt my lessons of guitaring from the computer.It hasnt been easy.Still not easy either!!Me wid a guitar,yet bored!!! IMPOSSIBLE!!! Well even impossible spelss i m possible whch it has today!!now!!So basically i think its my fingers that are bleeding which makes my guitar bleed!!

Riding the Cyclone

After a gr8 day at nicco park,i sit hear a day after with this Givson in my arms as my hand hurts even more.The pain is excrutiating but i can live thru it.Nicco park was fun as usual,though sumone told me that it was an aweful place to b!!!gawd knws y!!!stupid persun!! neways nicco park was an experience whch was out of this world.Sittin on the cyclone with a beautiful girl from LH was another experience of its own...poor lil girl got scared though,but no fear wen "BHASKAR MAN" is here!!!And u knw wat...i juz got out of the prev ride and went thru the gate for one more.haha!!She said she was "NAMELESS" so lets refer to her as nameless...Gorai and Ankush both found her very cute n sweet,after all my choice!!! NILU,GORAI,DWAIPAYAN n I were the only four guys standin in the line to the WATER-CHUTE n the rest were the LH girls.It was nilu's plan to make each one of sit in a diff compartment so ... i hope u get the pic.It went accordin to plan until the man in charge saw us n got angry and told us to sit all together.While on the ride,many songs were on...as nilu managed to grab a few leaves to shower the poor lh gals behind us!! then gorai,ank and i went to weto'wild...wild place!! three people booked 1 locker and 3 bags and 3 pairs of shoes went inside the small place!!!poor bags :( !!! water park was fun!!!a few gud lukin girls were arnd!!! they were booked though!!! {sighs}...Gorai n i were on the water coaster...the ruber tube we were sittin on toppled n we went tumbling after!!! wen the thing had attained top speed it over turned!!!we hurt ourselves,tht was kinda painful though! Gorai,the man in the trunks, got his pants stuck on the barebody slide as he stud at the bottom tryin to free himself! i was up nxt...and wen i reached the bottom,it was a great bang bing boom!!! Lucky to b alive n standin,both of us!!!! HAd lots of fun!!so much to say but so little time and so much pain.Well thts abt it! NICCO PARK ROKS ...provided there are girls arnd