Humans...Emotions...Insanity

People talking about all the things we never thought about,
All around us there are people who have never had a doubt.
All together we are the lonliest ones in the crowd!

They look at us and laugh at how we couldn't come around
They pointed at us and mocked at how we could nt be right
Now look at them and take a look at us
We r the the ones flying far far above...

The clever ones still hated us,
And all the others just smiled... n said "i was not a very gud frnd to u wen u really needed me
i made a lot of mistakes
now im sorry for everything... juz forget it and lets be friends."

Its about how you take the things life
Some are gud and some are deep inside
A few juz stay in your heart and the others juz keep walking by.

These Days

I was walking around, just a face in the crowd
Trying to keep myself out of the rain
Saw a vagabond king wear a styrofoam crown
Wondered if I might end up the same
Theres a man out on the corner
Singing old songs about change
Everybody got their cross to bare, these days

She came looking for some shelter with a suitcase full of dreams
To a motel room on the boulevard
Guess shes trying to be james dean
Shes seen all the disciples and all the wanna bes
No one wants to be themselves these days
Still theres nothing to hold on to but these days

These days - the stars seem out of reach
These days - there aint a ladder on these streets
These days - are fast, love dont last in this graceless age
There aint nobody left but us these days

Jimmy shoes busted both his legs, trying to learn to fly
From a second story window, he just jumped and closed his eyes
His momma said he was crazy - he said momma Ive got to try
Dont you know that all my heroes died
And I guess Id rather die than fade away

These days - the stars seem out of reach
But these days - there aint a ladder on these streets
These days are fast, love dont lasts-in this graceless age
Even innocence has caught the morning train
And there aint nobody left but us these days

I know romes still burning
Though the times have changed
This world keepd turning round and round and round and round
These days

These days - the stars seem out of reach
But these days - there aint a ladder on these streets
These days are fast, love dont lasts-in this graceless age
Even innocence has caught the morning train
And there aint nobody left but us these days

These days - the stars seem out of reach
These days - there aint a ladder on these streets
These days - are fast, nothing lasts
There aint no time to waste
There aint nobody left to take the blame
There aint nobody left but us these days

This is one song that has influenced my life in a big way. There is soo much to this song that u can get lost into... juz give it an eye and check out the masterpiece by bon jovi

Ready,Steady,Stop!

As i feel the warmth of my tongue touchin my upper lip, i realised the heat was killing me softly.I got up and stood beside my bed.The television was switched on.A stupid girl crying over her lost love.Realising that crying over spilt milk was not my cup of tea or milk rather i switched on the air conditioner and stretched my back on the bed.The clock read half past three.It was strange. Never realised that i was awake for over 20 hours.My body refused to lay down to rest.My mind refused to give up.It was strange though I never knew the exact reason why i laid awake!... No tension,no fear,no depressions...yet awake!Just couldnt forget the dreadful night when i made a decision. A yes or a no. I chose a no.Maybe it was the right decision.I m quite sure it was!!Yet another blog entry which makes no sense,no meaning.Guess it was another part of what you would call a "meaningless life".Friends aren't always enough...you always need tht one special person,guy or girl, with whom you can share all your sadness and hapiness.Difficult to find sumone like that,specially after you've lost sumone better.Medled thoughts and winds of change... really eat you...change is constant yet "i'll be there for you".

Broken

The last time I saw your face,
You looked like an angel.
Those green eyes stared into me,
My soul was full of grace.

Your laughter rings in my ears,
As I hear you call me again.
Your screams grow even louder
As I cry each night away.

You go even further,
As I miss you more each day.
You say you love somebody else,
So I try to stop you from running away.

I am broken,
Everytime I hear you laugh or see your face,
i am broken,
Everytime when I think you are gone and will never be back again.


My hands are red and bleeding,
And I died when you left
There's no point on screaming,
No one's listening anyways.

----Bhaskar... 20/3/07

Last Goodbye

They walked down the aisle,
Holding hands.
She was pretty in her white gown,
He looked great in his black coat.

The priest prayed to The Lord,
To let them be together till time be gone.
He sealed her lips,
With a soft soft kiss
And they started running down the aisle.

A lonely soul looked on from a distance,
His blue eyes looked on with hate,
As his loved one held the hand of another man,
And he clenched his fists with rage.

Two hearts,two souls
Held in a river where love flows.
Two minds,one love
Forever in a heart's mould.

He grabbed a piece of broken glass,
Went running towards the couple who departs.
She looked at him and turned her back
As he wanted to show her the pain she had caused.

He used the glass to slit his nerve,
Fading far from oblivion.
He saw her face the last time,
As he stared towards the heavens.

Her warm tears fell on his face,
As he felt love run through him again
He held her hand and made a promise
I will love u till eternity fades...

---Bhaskar Ghosh
23/03/07


People ask me...how does it come to u?...who is this for?... whu is the she?... but i would say that they are just a figure of my imeagination,well at least that what i imagine!!!This was just another ordinary poem written by a not so extra ordinary thought process.Just tell me how u like it,leave a comment...pllease!

You cant lose,wat u cant win

And then she ran when she heard that the one she loves so much was there waitin for her at her doorstep.She ran through her husband's bungalow to see her outcast,drunken lover who suffered from cancer and was dying fast.The whole house was against the event but there had to be a traic ending.She ran throgh the long balconies and the staircase pushing everything in her way.She had made it to the long isle which lead straight to him,she had to cross the door though.Her lover was dying and she wanted a last hug or maybe a last kiss from him and maybe wud try to save him.But we will never know.Orders where given to the gaurd to close the doors.A tragic end to a 300m sprint...she cudnt even feel him in her arms.the door closed infront of her as her loved one saw his lover's doors close as he was knocking on heaven's doors.He died and his loved one sat crying behjind the doors...that was an ending to the story 'Devdas' by Sarat Chandra Chattopadhya,rather by Sanjay Leela Bhansali as known by our NXT GEN children.Well wat exactly happened after that i knw nt and i even fear to knw tht.Wat would a woman do if da one who she loves sumone from her childhood wud die infront of her eyes??She was not even able to tak to tht persun as she was prevented.Wat wud u hav dun?? I dont think she cud have lived longer than those few days.She loved him a lot.This loss was no ordinary loss,the loss of a lifetime...the loss of one of her own,sumone closer to her than maybe her shadow.It would never be easy.If i were there i wudnt knw whom to kill,myself or the guy whu commanded the doors to b closed.Gawsh...its juz so sad!!my imagination is juz as high as the peak of the highest mountain ever.It would juz be soo sad!! and so i would juz like to end it here to keep ur imagination at its best... :(

My Guitar Lies Bleeding In My Arms

The title says it all...and its true.Its been a long time since i have piked up sumthing on my guitar and i play the same old tunes on it.Its bent now due to the moisture the wood absoorbed.Sumthing tragic.Ones fingers are goin to hav a hard time holding chords....but i dunt stop.NEVER DID@! Guitars have been my passion for a long time!! I have learnt my lessons of guitaring from the computer.It hasnt been easy.Still not easy either!!Me wid a guitar,yet bored!!! IMPOSSIBLE!!! Well even impossible spelss i m possible whch it has today!!now!!So basically i think its my fingers that are bleeding which makes my guitar bleed!!